Campsite
The campsite sloped down to the beach,
and every morning I ran between the tents,
then jumped into the freezing sea.
I hadn’t been told it was only a holiday,
that we’d be back in a week.
I sat on a scorching grey rock,
looked out to sea,
forgot the fear of being beaten at school,
then smelled smoke and turned
to a line of fire ripping through the gorse.
Weasels, lizards, snakes and mice
poured through the stone wall.
We ran down to the beach,
and I couldn’t see through the smoke
to know if the tent was lost.
I worried, but thought we could
buy another, still not knowing
that in a couple of hours
we’d be on the road home,
me in the back seat
dreaming of the next campsite,
not even thinking
about spending another ten years
getting beaten senseless
at the school that made me.
Koi
When I heard the ornamental gardens
had been flooded by the river,
I thought of cherry blossom spinning
on the churning surface
and maples knocked from their pots.
Then I remembered the koi
in the deep ponds
and how they would have surged forward,
flashes of orange and white
in the water pouring into town.
As I waded through to reach my flat,
everything in the muddy water
became a koi – a plastic bag
caught on a branch, inflating, deflating,
a traffic cone, a fluorescent jacket.
When I climbed onto the town hall steps,
the water calmed and the koi
were all around, their whites and oranges
turning on the surface, reflected
in the windows of the flooded shops.